Friday, June 27, 2008
White Flag... the ART OF LETTING GOdifficult times always lies ahead of us, and yes, letting go of something special is one of those burdens that might face each and everyones road.
On my case, its been so tough!
I remember there was a time that Ive met somebody whod been the life in the air that I breathe,
Whod been the pot that filled my cup of tea,
And whod been my prince charming in my fairytale-like life. I was so happy then that finally, I am experiencing the thing called LOVE. Id thought that it will going to be forever that well always be together, but hey! Nothing really lasts.
One night, he texted me and ended it all. The worst, He didnt even gave me a reason why he had to do such thing, its so unjust!
What am I going to do? I just dont know how to feel when somebody youre devoted to, suddenly stops loving you.
I spent a lot of time coping to the reality, and Ive learned it the hard way, hes gone.
Yes, I hit the phase of anger, depression and bitterness, but I came to realize that these are all stages of martyrness. Dwelling on the past wouldnt make me happy, instead, it will just make me feel more miserable.
I thought I had to content myself with loving and suffering, but I can choose either to be a victim of the world or a typical type of human being dueling and struggling against the twist and turns of fate.
I had grown a lot while waiting for this moment. I know I cant have him back in my arms, just like the raindrops, u cant hold all of them that keeps on falling down, and you cant do something to get a hold on its totality. Thats why you have no choice but to let go.
I kept myself busy, somehow it helped me a lot.
I know I must rinse in the sea of loneliness, so here I am, trying to forget him forget all those frustrations that he made and accept whats in store for me.
My yesterdays were almost done, now my todays are easy now. As they say, Life is like a book, it is chapterized, you have to move on to the other chapter when youre already done with the prior scene.
I do believe that Truly Almighty God is just around, helping us to become a more competent individual, because every time that we stumble and fall, we learn how to stand up and how to fly.
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