Sunday, October 15, 2006
THE CUBEiTv AWARDSYOU heARd 'eM aLL!!! The ChattErs' ChOiCe aRe HeRe.. DeFiNiNg WHo's The reaL quEEn BeES FrOm WaNNa BEes and Who's The reaL HuNk FrOm HuckaHz~!!
WE HAD 148RESPONDENTS 'BOuT the surVey,, and it went so weLL..
This RecOgNitioN is For the CUBEiTv CHATTERS wHo aRe NoT ONLy Eye-caNDy But aLsO WHOAAAA,, TiTiLLatInG!! and to Know who's HOT and Who's NOT in the eyes of oUr BeLoved Chatters..
OraYt
...THE TOP NOMINEES FOR...
*MOST FAMOUST CHATTER
>MALE: Redmark, djMhaC,mfBiLLie
>FEMALE: CooLMoM, LadyViPEr, OrEo
*FACE VALUE
>most BeauTiFuL: sexYbaRBie, ArzEE8, Kikai
>MosT hanDsOme: AMon, PrezheR, XwiNd, FiLipiNOq, mfBiLLie
>MosT GoodLookin' BUtch: hyBLaxx, BfMIyaKe, KaKui_iLay
*OOZING WITH SEX APPEAL THAT CAPTIVATES UR SENSE
>Hottest FemaLe chattEr: TomGUrL, REaLThUG, LouREne
>HottESt MaLe ChattER: NOaH, JhayCEr, phatrasH
>HOTTEsT BUTCH: HBLaxx, BfMIyaKe, KaKui_iLay
*CUDDLY,SWEET AND ANGELIC FACE
>CUtesT FeMaLe ChattER:Krysis, MehiNHiN,AftERKisT
>cUTeST MaLe CHattER: AmON, XwiNd, FReNeTiC
>CuTEsT BUTCH: hyBLaxx, BfMIyaKe, KaKui_iLay
*A PICTURE THAT COULD LAUNCH A THOUSAND SHIPs
>MosT PhoTOGENIc FEmale: MehiNHiN, AftERkisT, qqLILGraCE
>Most PHoTOgeNic MaLe: aMOn, ChuTEts, XwiND
> Most PhOtoGeNiC BuTChL: hyBLaxx, BfMIyaKe, KaKui_iLay
*SOMEONE WHO'LL PICK U UP WHEN YOU'RE FEELING DOWN
>MS.FRIENDSHIP: Ms. DiaNNe, LadYVipER, JEDA
>Mr.FRienDsHIP: AMoN, GurLhaTEr, REdMarK
*WherE YOU BELONG
>MOST POPULAR CLAN: WinX FaM, MaHiLig famiLia, BiGtime FamiLia, LAhinG iNtsiK
*MosT reqUeSTEd SOnG:
>>>aLipin, First Of sUmmer, StiKwidU
AND THE WINNERS ARE:
*MOST FAMOUST CHATTER
>MALE: Redmark,
>FEMALE: CooLMoM
*FACE VALUE
>most BeauTiFuL: ArzEE8
>MosT hanDsOme: mfBiLLie
>MosT GoodLookin' BUtch: BfMIyaKe
*OOZING WITH SEX APPEAL THAT CAPTIVATES UR SENSE
>Hottest FemaLe chattEr: LouREne
>HottESt MaLe ChattER: NOaH
>HOTTEsT BUTCH: BfMIyaKe
*CUDDLY,SWEET AND ANGELIC FACE
>CUtesT FeMaLe ChattER:Krysis
>cUTeST MaLe CHattER: FReNeTiC
>CuTEsT BUTCH: hyBLaxx
*A PICTURE THAT COULD LAUNCH A THOUSAND SHIPs
>MosT PhoTOGENIc FEmale: qqLILGraCE
>Most PHoTOgeNic MaLe: XwiND
> Most PhOtoGeNiC BuTCh: KaKui_iLay
*WherE YOU BELONG
>MOST POPULAR CLAN: LAhinG iNtsiK
*SOMEONE WHO'LL PICK U UP WHEN YOU'RE FEELING DOWN
>MS.FRIENDSHIP: Ms. DiaNNe
>Mr.FRienDsHIP: GurLhaTEr
*MosT reqUeSTEd SOnG:
>>> StiKwidU
----orayt!! I EXCLUDED THE CATEGORY OF MOST FAVE TJ... U KNOW WHY.. Hmmm.. BuT anYwaYz,, aLL OF OUR TJs aRe Nice!! hMMMm ryT aM i??? yeah!! dey riLy aRe!
MY PERSONAL VERDICT: AS THEY SAY.... MAJORITY REALLY WINS... AND 148 PEEPS VOTED THEIR ASS OFF THE WAY TO THE TOP SPOT! THIS IS PEOPLE'S CHOICE... VINDICATED BY THE LARGE NUMBER OF VOTES... TABULATED, NOT FABRICATED! I LOVE 'EM ALL... I THINK THIS PEEPS REALLY DSERVE TO ENJOY THE TRIUMPHANT VICTORY,, HMMMM,,, OH! I AM FLATTERE TO FOR THOSE WHO NOMINATED ME.. BUT AS I SAY, I DON'T WANNA BE BIAS... I DON'T WANT TO USE THIS JUZ TO GAIN POPULARITY,,, IT'S ALL FOR U GUYZ... WHY??? LERV 'EU ALL EH!
HEY I DIN'T POST THE PERCENTAGE OF EACH VOTER IN THEIR NOMINATIONS COZ I ONLY GET THE TOP NOMINEES,, OTHERWISE IT WILL BE INCONSISTENT COZ NOT ALL THE VOTERZ VOTED THE PEEPZ IN OUR TOP NOMINEES LIST
AND HEY, I ALSO ADDED THAT BUTCH CATEGORY SINCE THERE ARE LOTS OF VOTERS WHO REALLY DIGS THEM,,, I DON'T WANNA B SEXIST... AND TRULY ALMIGHTY GOD CREATED MEN AND WOMEN,,, AND SO AS OUR HOMOSEXUAL PALS...
FOR THE NOMINEES WHO DIDN'T MAKE IT,, BE PROUD... AT LEAST THERE'S STILL A LOT OF PEEPS WHO SEES U BEAUTIFUL... SMILE!!! COZ FOR ME U ARE 1 OF GOD'S FINEST CREATION..
so what else do we got???? u can post ur verdicts here tooo.... mwuah!!!
lerv 'eu ol guys
smile...
COZ that GuRL...
WaS a one time teenage drama queen
and one thing fo sho''' REAL BEAUTY IS EFFORTLESS
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
Do U kNow what KiND oF GiRL I AM?DO YOU KNOW WHAT KIND OF GURL MS.CLICK IS???
| Your True Love Is a Pisces |
 Why you'll love a Pisces: Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you. You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces. Why a Pisces will love you: You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands. You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded. |
| You are 80% Aries |
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| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as confident and determined. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem thoughtful and interested in ideas. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. |
| Your Lust Quotient: 67% |
 You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. |
| Your Pride Quotient: 82% |
 You're proud, arrogant, vain - and most likely stuck up. And face it: you probably think you're too good for this quiz. |
| You've Changed 60% in 10 Years |
 You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. |
| You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained |
 The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
| Your Deadly Sins |
| Pride: 40% |
| Envy: 20% |
| Gluttony: 20% |
| Lust: 20% |
| Greed: 0% |
| Sloth: 0% |
| Wrath: 0% |
| Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% |
| You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker. |
| You May Be a Bit Antisocial... |
 Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement. You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto! Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences. But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. |
| You Are 64% Abnormal |
 You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
| Your Porn Star Name Is... |
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| You Should Be a Film Writer |
 You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen! |
| You Should Be a Poet |
 You have a way with words... and a talent for drawing the pure emotions out of experiences. Your poetry has the potential to make people laugh and cry at the same time. You just need to write it! |
| Your Inner Child Is Angry |
 You're not an angry person. But when you don't get your way, watch out. Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want. Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming. |
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
 You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language |
| You've Experienced 32% of Life |
 You have the life experience of someone in their early 20s. You've seen some of what life has to offer - but you have a long ways to go. |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 43% Pure |
 You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well. |
| You Are 76% Paranoid Schizophrenic |
 You definitely have a chance of being a paranoid schizophrenic. Crazy or not, you certainly don't have a good grip on reality! |
| You Are 87% Passionate, 13% Compassionate |
 You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug. When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride. Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense. |
| Your Celebrity Boob Twin: |
 Charlize Theron |
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy |
 In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho |
| Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive |
 Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser? |
Labels: Just Camille
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Monday, July 31, 2006
confessions of a teenage drama queen PART II
Current mood: contemplative
Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen (part II)
Here I am again, giving you part 2 of my confessions
Let me tell you first the story that is freshly- squeezed from yesterday. Recently, I had a man, a 29 year old guy whom I met in the chatroom. To make the long story short, I'll jump on the part that we are already attached.
So this was it, we had those teeny bopperish bonding to intimate fetishes. U know that kind of thing, the usual standard norms of having a boyfriend or girlfriend, but suddenly, we part our ways.. the reason? I dont know! And I bet he will not have a reason for that, because I gave him everything, more than he is asking for.. but Oh well! Thats the risk of ending up with a may-december love affair, if you are too weak to swim on the ocean, youll just get carried by the strong waves, then take you to a place wherever they want and you can not do something about it, you are swept away Youre weak, and the wave is so strong.
After the break up, I did not know how or what to feel, but I end up Blaming myself for falling in love too easily, being too emotional and trusting a guy so fast. He never really loved me at all, all he wanted was somebody who cares, somebody to hold him and somebody who he could play as a toy,
and for the gazillion times, I will say my feeling again to the man that who-I-must-not-say-the-name.
yes it is him, the person whom I gave an open letter, the cherry of the cake of my first confessions, the man who had been the life in the air that I breathe.
Ive been all over heaven and hell, Ive seen a million different faces, but through the crowds and places, still I am looking for him, asking myself Where is he now?
Sometimes, there were tricks playing on my mind that hes just around me, and whenever I met somebody who looks like him, I unconsciously stop and stare in the middle of nowhere, thinking what we could have been if he and I were he and me,,, but I miss the chance, and chances are wont be coming back to me.
And so as he does have somebody in his arms now,.. If ever you see her, I dont evoke thee to make any hasty conclusions hmmmm why??? HE loves Her, SHE loves Him I dont have the right to interfere in their affinity, so I just have to sit back and watch my world disappear..
Lately, I cant be happy for anyone. I dont look at any other pretty faces nor make some fast-fling relationship I cant control my system, my emotions has its own mind and without ever noticing, I suddenly felt that my doors are closing.. yes, I am already NUMB!
Perhaps, I had enough.. Funny how easy it was too fall in and out of love, you just dont know what are you gonna expect,, and so I become so NUMB! Yes, I dont know will I ever love again?? Uh-uh! Not today, but tomorrow it may change.
i have to let go of the person that I had learned to love and let go all the emotions. But whats worst to come? Holding on to the memories, that is already tarnished and broken.
TAKE ME TO A PLACE WHERE I AM BLINDED BY THE LIGHT, BUT ITS NOT RIGHT
I WONT BE FINE, I AM GOOD AS A ROBOT MACHINE.
MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO PIECES, SO SMALL THAT IT COULD FIT THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE.
My life is just like an apartment, people always come but they always go when they found a home. So Im hoping that there still a person who would come to me and make me his home his home forever til the time is through and for the eras to come, I hope that person will stay with me forever
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Monday, May 29, 2006
Confessions of the TEENAGE DRAMA QUEEN part I (by mimicamz thonie) EhEM!
Current mood: sympathetic
Category: Romance and Relationships
I live my life in a lot of IRONY
i dunno why. tried and tried so hard yet i can't seem to fly. well that is so lame for me
but hey!
U KNOW I got a nice status!
got the best Family!! (yeah, even me and my mommy often quarrel, but still i love her so much!)
studyin at good school, got some cool friends,
got doughs and the flowz.. in short fabulozo!
but it seems that i am not happy?
why am i not happy?
oh yeaH! LOVELIFE for instance? as usual!
^i met so many men, wheww it's like they're ol d same. mY appetite for lovin is now my hunger pain^
here are some unfortunate events:
--- i met a guy named Jeffrey medarlo dalangin! oh god knows how i loved him but he isn't contented in me, datz y he comited his self to a very ugly moronic gurl named Gem.
--- this one is lyk dat of the moment when u meet the man of ur drimz,. Timothy.. a lasallista, got a car exchange busines, born wit a golden spoon on his mouth!livin d millionare's lyf @ d age of 22. oh yes not to mention his physical features! a certified scene-stealer! he's hot and a real gorgeous lad. we've been dating each other 4 6 consecutive months, til i found out dat he's olredi married with a very beautiful woman named elizette!
--and then this guy.. i do not wish to name him (coz d wounds are still fresh!)
hmm... he's everything i want! all that stuff, i love every single thing dat makes him! from tiny details to large pieces! whoaa! soulmate indeed?
thought so.. i thought HE IS THE ANSWER TO MY prAYERz, he'd been there for me when ny going gets really really tough. when i was alone, he came around. when i was down he pulled me through,
Now tell me? are there any reason not to fall for this guy?
i can't afford to say NO to my heart! each day dat passes by, my affinity burns bigger.
it's lyk i can't exist w/o him.
YES. he became d life in the air dat i breathe.
i was so happy then coz having him in my life means i got everything. but hate to say it, u cannot have all the pieces of cake.
For no reason at all, HE LEFT ME NO CHOICE! he gave me heaven then all of a sudden, he took it away.
ouch! that really hurts!
ok! no more drama.. but the drama is still penetrating me.. a deep angst of pain strucked me,,
haayyyy.... what am i suppose to do?
am i that so utterly ugly?
haha
weird things are ragin' up my mind!
u have a great talent for choosing mr. wrong?
but are they really mr.wrong?
or things are jus getting ironic..
lyk dat when..
>LOVING the right person at d wrong time
>BEiNg with the wrong person When the tiMe is right!
> and the most painful of all, REALIZING that the Person is the Right one whe He is already out of ur life.
well for me, that's a very traumatic tragic love coz i have so much Love to give yet no one seems to want it.
i admit, i'm kinda boy-drooler , but ones i'm attached and comitted, i'm a new person,, devoted to to my man,.
yeah u don't know what it's like..
the pain of rejection
having a false hope..
and falling for the guy u that u think is the right one for you.
there's so much things that i've learn from these fiascos..
but what lesson i hace to bear in me is that...
I SHOULD NOT LOOK FOR THE RIGHT ONE..
INSTEAD, I SHOULD SEARCH FOR THE REAL ONE..
as of now.. i try to tell myself that somehow i'LL survive.. even if it pains me so much!!
chaque fois que tu ton va, je pretend qou tu fa bion...
these guys??? what they're always causing me is
SWEET MISERY..
ROMANTIC FRUSTRATION..
JOYFUL SORROW..
well that's really ironic..
ISN't iT?
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
Almost everyday i spend 45 minutes to 1 hour riding a jeepney to school or back towards home. Some may think it's boring, but for me, it's a ride packed-full of adventure.
Honestly, sometimes I look forward to riding the jeepney because that's the time I could get more sleep, study my lessons, or even daydream. Riding the jeepney is like an adventure itself because you'll never know what might happen next. Maybe things are going just fine but that wouldn't last for long because something may just come up unexpectedly. It's really exciting, thrilling, or sometimes scary especiall at times when you really think something bad may happen like being robbed or held up.
A jeepney ride even how weird it may seem is my favorite time to daydream because I have no choice but to sit there and it's better i'd daydream than do nothing. I think about my ambitions, wishes, and things that were part of my past worth remembering. I remember one time, a had a sudden strike of inspiration to write a novel. Imagine, for more than 30 minutes I was able to make an outline or plot of a short story. Imagine, I was writing inside the jeepney. The guy beside me got a bit curious of what I was doing, and I think he read some part of my story. He's lucky because he was able to read the manuscript of the next best seller novel in the WORLD! hehehe! Just kidding... I'm still working on the story and soon I'll be posting it here so you better watch out! hehehe!
sooo...tell me, what do you do when you're riding a jeepney? :---KENNETH IGNACIO
__-----NiCe One! isZN'T iT!!!!!
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ANG MGA KAMUKHA NI MS.CLICK
AT ETO MATINDEEEEEEEEEEE,,, BAKA HINDE NYO KAYANIN
hahaha KINAYA NYO????
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ANG MGA LALAKE SA BUHAY KO!!!! ETO NA ANG PARADA!!!
LATER NA UNG IBA
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PARA KAY BLAS TOH>>>>> HUHUHU
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VINDICATED FAREWELL...MY SWEET SURRENDER
Because I am a girl to whom love is everything…
So I can't simply do nothing, pretend that everything is
normal, that's it's just a stage, a phase of my life. I want to
forget it, I need to love- that's all. I need to love.
Life is too short, or too long, for me to allow myself the luxury of
living it so badly.
But hey, is it really necessary to share to that person the love that
you feel for him?
Original sin wasn't the apple that Eve ate, it was her belief that
Adam needed to share precisely the thing she had tasted. Eve was
afraid to follow her path without someone to help her, and so she
wanted to share what she was feeling… Certain things can't be shared.
Nor can we be afraid of the oceans into which we plunge of our own
free will; fear cramps everyone's style. Woman goes through hell in
order to understand this. Love one another, but let's not try to
possess one another.
In the beginning, everything was love. But then the serpent told Eve:
WHAT YOU SURRENDERED, YOU WILL LOSE. That is how it was with me- I
was driven out of paradise, and ever since then, I've been trying to
find a way of telling the serpent he was wrong, that living was more
important than keeping things to yourself. But the serpent was right
and I was wrong.
I'd loved a man who sat beside me then, because I do not possess him,
and he doesn't possess me. I am free in my own mutual surrender; I
need to repeat this dozens, hundreds, millions of times, til I
finally believe my own words, but it won't make any sense at all. No,
not at all.
In all the languages in the world, there is the same proverb: "what
the eyes don't see, doesn't grieve over." Well, I say that there
isn't an ounce of truth in it. The further off that guy is, the
closer to the heart are all those feelings that we try to repress and
forget. If we're in exile, we want to store away every tiny memory of
our roots. If we're far from the person we love, everyone we pass in
the street reminds us of them… so much things that reminds me of him,
and my heart has grieved so much, that today, I'm leaving.
As I passed all the bright city lights as I go home, I spent my time
in the car thinking that there's still life, that that solitude will
somehow, be over. So I contemplated then after I while, I found
myself already inside my room, cleaning my dirts, bathing, then I
took my filler's binder and removed all the frustrating letters for
Boy-tenga,,, after doing such things, I let a deep breath, close my
eyes and pray for a while, then I CUT MY HAIR!!! Yes! I really cut my
hair and tied it on my letters for boy tenga, then I slid it to a
box, and I wrote a phrase on a box and it goe like this, "SCARS
REMINDS US THAT THE PAST WAS REAL."
Yeah! I'm kinda out of my mind to write things like that, although im
not turning to a sour grape! Yes, I'm really done. I am finished,
when I already said goodbye, I really mean it! But what's so strange
about it, is that??? What?? I don't really know! I got all the
answers that I'm searching for, and I my final open letter had
already been posted, so what's this strange thing bugging me? Well
maybe, it's just the beginning of my new life.
My friends are all right. My ex-boyfriends are all right… they are
saying exactly the same thing, "Let go of the past, and then the past
will let go of you and set you free." And so I did, I feel better.
No, actually, I feel great.
Finally, no more crying nights, no more bitterness, no more
frustrating melodies, no more heart-breaking dramas, no more
unglorified story, no more killing loneliness, no more grievous
lines, no more sickening dilemmas, no more insecurities, no more
jealousies, no more guessing games, and no more broken smiles.
"I guess I'm just a child, don't know why the world is very wide.
Someday, we will make a brighter day better than our yesterdays."
Now, I'm about to shake it off, show my special kind of something
and let those f*ckin d*rn good-lookin' rich lads know that my hips
don't lie.
So here we go,
… I LOVE U, GOODBYE…
_M.C._ ®
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UNINVITED...About a gUrL name ThONie
The jeepney stopped and I stepped out. I ran for
the shelter of the bar while using my bag as my
shield from the rain.
I pushed the glass door open and walk towards
you. As always, you were with your friends. I sat
beside you and hastily pat myself dry with my
hanky. I was expecting you'll say something but
you just nodded at me.
"Who's playing?" I knew it was a shallow question
to ask, but it was better than waiting for you to say
something.
"Some band." you said without even looking at me.
Obviously, asking you a shallow question is not
better than waiting for you to say something.
After that you never said a word again. You were
too engrossed with that some band you were
watching. I was starting to get impatient when your
best friend approached me.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah." I said with a small smile. Funny how other
people seem to care more about me than you do.
Your best friend and I have just started chatting
when his girlfriend walked in. He excused himself
and meets her at the door. I cant help not to feel
envious when I saw him kissed her and held her
hand. I wondered when I well get that kind of
treatment from you.
Then finally, you turned to me.
"Why didn't you bring an umbrella?"
"I was already on my way here when it started to
rain. I asked you to pick me up at the school."
"And I told you that I cant. You know that we have
a gig tonight."
Yeah, yeah, and for you its most important thing in
the world.
You scowled at me before turning your glance on
stage. The band began to play another song. You
went on ranting about their equipment and
discussed it with your band mates and friends.
Ignoring my presence again.
I sighed. I didnt want to be the wallflower so I
reached for my cell phone. I texted my friend and
told her about whats happening. I just really had to
let it out or else Ill explode. Good thing she was
still awake during that late time of the night. She
was able to reply to my messages. Funny how
easy it was to communicate with someone who's
miles away than with the person sitting right next
to me.
"Get ready. Were next." said your band mate.
"Are you going to stay until we finish our set?"
Duh?
"Of course. Thats why Im here. To watch you.
"Well proceed to the tambayan after here. We
might have some beer."
I shrugged. "I'll come with you."
"But youve got class tomorrow. We might stay
there until morning."
"I can hang with you for a bit then Ill leave."
"I might not be able to take you home."
I let out a heavy sigh. "Dont you want to be with
me?"
"No."
No, you dont want to be with me?
"Then why are you pushing me away?"
"Im not pushing you away."
"So you're saying it's just my imagination? "
"I dont know what you're talking about."
"Youre neglecting me."
You shook your head. "I dont need this. I told you
not to come."
I clenched my fists on my lap and stared at you.
That did it. Sad as it may be, I knew I had to admit
to myself that it was worthless being with someone
who doesnt even need my presence at all. I picked
up my bag and stood up abruptly. You followed me
to the door. The rain continued to pour, matching
the storm that was raging furiously inside me.
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
THE TYPE OF GURL THAT U WUD BRING HOME jUZ TO MEET UR MOMMA...
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