Thursday, July 20, 2006
WHITE FLAG
“the art of letting go”
difficult times always lies ahead of us, and yes, letting go of something special is one of those burdens that might face each and everyone’s road.
On my case, it’s been so tough!
I remember there was a time that I’ve met somebody who’d been the life in the air that I breathe,
Who’d been the pot that filled my cup of tea,
And who’d been my prince charming in my fairytale-like life. I was so happy then that finally, I am experiencing the thing called LOVE. I’d thought that it will going to be forever that we’ll always be together, but hey! Nothing really lasts.
One night, he texted me and ended it all. The worst, He didn’t even gave me a reason why he had to do such thing, it’s so unjust!
What am I going to do? I just don’t know how to feel when somebody you’re devoted to, suddenly stops loving you.
I spent a lot of time coping to the reality, and I’ve learned it the hard way, he’s gone.
Yes, I hit the phase of anger, depression and bitterness, but I came to realize that these are all stages of martyrness. Dwelling on the past wouldn’t make me happy, instead, it will just make me feel more miserable.
I thought I had to content myself with loving and suffering, but I can choose either to be a victim of the world or a typical type of human being dueling and struggling against the twist and turns of fate.
I had grown a lot while waiting for this moment. I know I can’t have him back in my arms, just like the raindrops, u can’t hold all of them that keeps on falling down, and you can’t do something to get a hold on its totality. That’s why you have no choice but to let go.
I kept myself busy, somehow it helped me a lot.
I know I must rinse in the sea of loneliness, so here I am, trying to forget him… forget all those frustrations that he made and accept what’s in store for me.
My yesterdays were almost done, now my todays are easy now. As they say, Life is like a book, it is chapterized, you have to move on to the other chapter when you’re already done with the prior scene.
I do believe that Truly Almighty God is just around, helping us to become a more competent individual, because every time that we stumble and fall, we learn how to stand up and how to fly.
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