Thursday, July 20, 2006
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“My life was a constant day-to-day frustration; one happy day is almost a miracle…”
everytime I feel alone, I can blame it on you… coz’ I have been more alone that I’ve ever been before.
I tried to believe you when you told me that I will be ok, but I don’t.
I tried to make u smile but you’re heart is in your throat, I tried to make you warm but you’re too numb for my fire, I tried to make u feel loved but you’d push me away!
In my arms I wanna take you, in my heart I wanna feel you, but you’d throw me up on a point of no return. But anyways, every little thing you gave me, sure I will find a way to thank you!
It’s a shame not to be able to breathe in a pure air!
‘human beings can withstand a week without water, 2 weeks w/o food, many years of homelessness, but not loneliness. It’s the worst of all tortures, the worst of all sufferings’
Sometimes, DEAD is BETTER… I know it will help me to alleviate the suffering that clutched on my system.
Ever had the thought of just walking away from all your fears and worries? And then
trade all those craps from a deep heavenly-peace slumber? Nah! I don’t need to do that anymore, coz even in my existence, I am so obliviated by you!
Traveling back on my memory lane, I was happy then… When we meet someone and fall in love, we have a sense that the whole universe is on our side. I saw this happen a while as the sun went down. And yet if something goes wrong, there is nothing left! No herons, no distant music, not even the taste of his lips. How is it possible for the beauty that was there only minutes before to vanish so quickly?
Life moves very fast. It rushes us from heaven to hell in a matter of seconds.
Could it be any harder, to live my life without you? Could it be any harder to face what’s true?
…if I only have one more day…
the sound of your feet, the smell of sweet perfume, stick to me forever..
I wish u didn’t go.
I wish that I could touch you again with life in your hands…
But I guess, it’ll never be the same again…
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